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[09 Mar 2004|06:47pm] |
i dont want to make a decision. ive been trying to escape any conversation about it. i want to play club and ayso. i dont want to let down any friends. but i have to. i cant play both. gay. and i really really dont know which one to choose. i want to curl up into a little ball and hope that it resolves itself. but i know it wont.
hopefully i can talk to some people at practice tomorrow and find away to resolve this. i dont know. i want it to be over.
going to school today was a relief bc i escaped it. none of my friends play. and no one at school is involved in it. such a nice feeling, not having to face the problem.
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[09 Mar 2004|04:50pm] |
april 10: la galaxy vs dc united.
i will be there. who wants to go with me. i have one extra ticket. my usual parter is out of town.
do i have any volunteers.
cassie?
or maybe even my wife?
anyone?
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[06 Mar 2004|08:07pm] |
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on tv now: chatsworth vs el camino. how exciting.
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[06 Mar 2004|07:08pm] |
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yesterday...blah
today: soccer. tied and won with 10 players. we are in first right now. i havent dont that bad considering i havent played in awhile. ive just been caught out of position a lot. we'll have more players tomorrow.
i saw a way hot guy at the game today. most of his head was bleach blonde, but a patch in front was black. his roots were black. it was like woah hot.
i hope cassie won. i hope chatsworth played well.
i dont think im playing on the ayso team. im gonna get kicked off anyway. i want to play, but it doesnt look like i will be allowed to. so what am i supposed to do. so much drama, the odds are against me. but i will be at every game cheering all of my friends on, dont worry. he can kick me off, but he cant get rid of me.
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[02 Mar 2004|11:09pm] |
no school for the rest of the week.
habitat with everyone.
game tomorrow: chatsworth vs granada
friday is stupid
saturday/sunday: tourney
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[01 Mar 2004|10:06pm] |
IM DONE! yes!
krystle arent you proud
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[01 Mar 2004|06:56pm] |
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i cut the elastic out of the pair of sweats i dont wear. what did my elastic look like? it was a rubber band. no joke. what the hell louisville, can you not pay for sweats with elastic in them? no wonder i hated this pair.
only more day of school this week. how awesome. kairos and outreach. habitat with all of my friends.
earth science test today. no problem.
club starts thursday. tourney saturday and sunday. im out of shape. i hurt my calf in dance yesterday. blah.
wednesday: granada vs chatsworth. at granada. 3pm. im excited.
its raining :)
i wish i had my blanket finished so i could wrap myself up and be warm. i also wish i had a guy who could serve the same purpose.
what a random post.
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[29 Feb 2004|12:12am] |
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got out of the house tonight and had lots of fun. kristie and krystle picked me up and then we went and kidnappnerd katie. we drove around in lots of cirlces before going to the cheesecake factory in wh not so. we had katie blind folded, which made everything so much funnier. kristie made katie step on and off of the curb. katie had no idea where we were. it was funny. me and krystle hid in the emo cubby and tried calling people. no one answered. and who does this number belong to: 818-317-0349
yeah if thats your number please let me know. um we blind folded katie again and again. we got trapped in the parking structure. karaoked to nysnc, 98 degrees and other fun bands at stephanies house. liz played god. and the night was fun.
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[27 Feb 2004|08:51pm] |
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You're The Great Gatsby!
by F. Scott Fitzgerald
Having grown up in immense wealth and privilege, the world is truly at
your doorstep. Instead of reveling in this life of luxury, however, you spend most of
your time mooning over a failed romance. The object of your affection is all but
worthless--a frivolous liar--but it matters not to you. You can paint any image of the
past you want and make it seem real. If you were a color of fishing boat light, you
would be green.
Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.
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[26 Feb 2004|08:40pm] |
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oh shit. my day just got better. get a clue is on. and you know what that means...BUG HALL. oh man. i wonder if bug just cringes at the thought of these movies. bc i just laugh. ack. bug hall. haha.
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[25 Feb 2004|09:18pm] |
sweetness
its raining...A LOT
edit: its DOWNPOURING!
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[24 Feb 2004|08:29pm] |
looks like someone fell of the face of the earth. whered you go? and do you plan on coming back anytime soon?
and so far my "stay off the internet more" plan is working. dont turn the computer on till 8. its working so good. im getting work done. its amazing. i also contribute this accomplishment to not having soccer. the great feeling of being able to do whatever i want after school has not faded.
i got married today. i love the ring. gollum likes the ringses.
im excited for my blanket. but its not done yet.
oh man. willy wonka and the chocolate factory is on the wb on sunday. someone remind me to watch it.
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[22 Feb 2004|09:57pm] |
danny got a new car. im amazed.
me: what are you gonna do with a new car?
danny: fuck it up.
haha. great answer.
i have a headache. denim day tomorrow. and and and NO SOCCER! i <3 it. weeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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so meeting tomorrow? ill see you there.
geno called at 10:10 to tell my mom that i can go. psh. he was mad at us and is still mad at us. but he felt like telling me that i can go. stupid. soccers so stupid.
3rd update today.
and now that im going to the meeting, this is for you gabe, i dont know if we can go to the movies tomorrow. the meetings at 4. and i got to get some work done. and im signing off now. so i dont know when ill get to talk to you. if things dont work out, theres always next weekend.
and its still raining. :)
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[21 Feb 2004|06:43pm] |
and then the unqualified coach looked to the bench and said "corey warm up. monica warm up. caitlin warm up. audrey warm up. alanna warm up." following a brief warm up the coach then sent these seniors in for their last 15 minutes of their high school soccer careers.
and so it ends. let me try to be sad...no. im happy. its fucking over and im happy. winning wouldve been nice, but im over the season. 4-0 loss to a shit team. what a way to end.
and its raining. i love it.
and gabe is where?
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soccer=drama.
no not high school. ayso. is there an ayso? am i on the team? i wish i knew. right now i dont think i am. bc apparently there is a meeting on sunday that i was not aware of. geno has yet to call me. he signed up for a tourney the club team is in. geno, do you have a team? is jackie playing? jackie are you playing? what is going on. geno, why must you cause drama. well im playing with the club team. if cassie wouldnt have told me about the meeting, i wouldnt have known. as of right now, im not part of the team. thanks. bye.
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